if only you knew.

it's been one week today since i got that dreaded phone call and rushed up to the hospital to try to say goodbye. i begged and pleaded to God to let you stay here but He knew about this day in the beginning. but you are home now.

as a devotional said on that very day and love his impeccable timing.. "if only you knew that tomorrow will be better than today. if only you knew the gift I have brought: external life. if only you knew that I want you safely home.. if only you knew.