meeting you.

after we got the best news that the paperwork was signed, we were told by the caseworker that we could head up.

we were so excited, happy, nervous, grateful... and hurt for your birth family. they are beyond amazing and they will always hold a special place in our hearts and lives.

we opened the door and saw you being held by H and immediately we all started crying. I hugged H and didn't let go for a long time. she made me a mom again... to a little girl that I've always prayed and hoped for. and you my love were worth the wait. God knew that we needed each other. He wove us all together before the beginning of time. that is pretty spectacular.

she gave you to me and you looked so beautiful. you were breathtaking. the perfect little nose and lips, cutest little ears and tiny hands and so much hair. you were sound asleep so we couldn't yet see your bright blue eyes. you had on a perfect little striped dress with the cutest little coat with some tights. and had some special hand knit elephant booties. elephants are so special to H and was such a sweet thing to give you for your homecoming outfit.

we talked about many things that we wished for you and how we knew God would use you mightily. He already had. 

before we left, H's dad led a beautiful prayer for their family and now our new family. it was an honor to have him pray over us. it was then time to say our goodbyes to them for now. we love them all so very much. we are forever grateful for them and for their sacrifice. they prayed over you since they knew of you. and they will always love you and pray for you. you are so loved little one. by so many, many people.

our first picture with our gorgeous little girl. God is SO good.